Feeling

We did argue with each other js now. i notised that we can be unhappy for a moment but next minutes , we changed our attitude to friendly.

i managed to completed stock list this week ? answer is "YES"...hehe

i need to complete flyer and banner by this week as well...

Maxis broadband flyer as well...^_^

12/07/2010

4.16pm now , i refresh my memories of my daily jobs every day . I noticed that i unable to be a real leader in the future .

am i wasting time to spend and work with my lover ? I'm comfuse to ask my self this question frequently .

i have graduated for a year . i realised i didn't achieve many things . i'm dissapointed with what i do currently.

i'll try my best to try flyer , computer software to increase current career income.i wish to talk to some one may help me. there is no one..so i decided to express my inner feeling on blog.

Actually , i hv many jobs to do so but i'm becoming lazy : stock list , flyer , july banner , customer detail. when do i become a foolish..i can't finish it everyday ? why ? watch movie , `go window shopping , thinking day dreams.

lol..i want to arrage a time table to achive my daily jobs and higher income..don't give up...
i'm going to do it now....no more excuses...^-^

i'm confusing now

i'm starting notice business easily to built up but hard to keep it up...my It department profit is not optimize these 3 weeks.

i argued with him regard of business issued , especially financial problem will make us anxiety.

secondly, 我很矛盾对自己的事业。我已经有下定目标，看起来好像很难实现。我很担心金钱的回馈很慢。

i afraid of i buying a bulk of stock and the cash flow is slow. i'm keeping to think solutions for my department and a mobile department.

i might moody to make myself thought something negative minds just now , when i think of his face , warm hugs , kisses. it may give me a lot of power to continue our business.

i hope our goals really can be achieved in 5 years later . i won't give up to 增值自己 , improve my career , maintain our relationship in the future.

加油，加油 ^_^

二零零九十二月十四日

一年前， 我写一封二零零八十二月十九日信内容关于我和前一度的男友的过去，365天的过去令我的想法渐渐的成熟在感情看法，工作，人与人之间的相处，金钱太度。

去年的我把毕业后工作问题依靠他会帮忙我一起面对。最后 ， 大家分手令对方自己去成长了。
我已经从diploma毕业了。我第一份工作给我做人的道理事不能过分依赖别人提醒去完成同样工作， 做人不要大题小做。

我现在的工作范围是purchaser + marketing + sales executive。这间公事不算大规模但是令我有成长的地方。

第二， 感情对我意义是用宽容和包容向心爱的人错。无论是谁错，最后想一想对方的感受就和对方道歉。多数情侣爱面子都不会向对方表达歉意就闹分开了，多可惜啊！

第三，金钱对我的含义是从工作和其它方面的收入，它可以令我换取三餐温饱 ， 换取喜欢的物质。

谨慎， 认真，用心对待每一件大小事务。

我回想刚才阿泽（同事+公事半个股东）对我说了“ 谨慎， 认真，用心对待每一件大小事务”
他对我说日本人的工作的太度认真，想方 概念都一制。阿泽把它引用在我身上。他今天中午在我们的办公室的察觉到我在公事不应该有点苔慢，大题小做。他给我的忠告示上司的话和任务去跟办， 不要自找麻烦和复杂的完成它。

我发现自己对于细节，粗心，漫步经心工作一直令我犯错的主因。我这个星期已经犯错误无数。我每天好压力的工作，好像会在公事犯错。这份工作令我醒悟自己的问题在那里。它不会是我长期性的工作因为我也能学了不东西。在公事不能自我，listen most then speak louder. i already made a small mistakes that keeping asking previous questions , lost memories , not quite decision .

Am i am following office methods to complete work . i sick of myself make mistakes again and again...help me...actually i should not follow anybody method to complete tasks. i should hv my own style make decision. i always slow response & do not make quite decision.

especially purchasing parts , i need to check with ah fatt( stock keeper) with a irritate attitude toward on me when i enquiring. (i should call before to place order althought he has badly atititude).

Solution : 不要自大，细心在细节 上，用心， 方心，认真。

我很烦恼哦。

我最近很烦恼着工作。我真的很讨厌目前的工作范围，特别是Salesmen. 我一个人做七个人的工作。常常都有帮公事加班干完手头上的工作。没有OT........!!!!! 我还要写每一个weekly的meeting report lo. 我用最少三个小时在家完成。

我每天会对目前的公事有产生很烦的心态。我也努力找别的工作。因为当时我在想temperary job only.原来这样的想法是不对的。我每一天都在想， 自己的生活好像没有推动力？

是我对生活方式要求高吗？

我不像放弃自己，我要加油找自己人生。

工作的第一天

我今天第一天上班，遇见新上司和同事，还有两个老板。有一位同事比我早进工事毕业就公司一个星期，她刚从她从Utar毕业就进那间公司。

我被安派到公司的第一楼工作。那一楼是sales department， 我的工作岗位是sales coordinator.
今天的工作量不多，可是files很多工作哦。

午餐就和同事一起到seri kembangan吃咯。可是他们要到一间驵名的花调鸡餐厅用午餐，那间店刚好东主有喜。哈哈